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March 9, 2007

Angels in the Arena/Part#33

There over the hill was a huge stone building,from inside blood red lights shone threw a few open windows. I shuddered at the thought of entering the ghostly relm,but as I  was pulled forward there was a sudden scream,the kind of scream that dives into you like a stake in the heart. I stepped back only to be yanked forward and dragged on.

As we neared the front door it slowly creeped open only revealling more darkness. Inside it was almost darker than outside and there was a damp and smokey scent in the air. I sneezed a little trying to releive myself of the overpowering odor.I heard a loud bang as the skelecton's bony grip realeased my arm. "Have a hell of a good time." he laughed as he disapeared into the darkness,each crack of his bones sounding farther and farther away.I stood there like a frightened child shaking in fear as I waited for the next sound or move but it was silent. But just as I began to tune out my surrondings I heard a small voice. I listened harder....."Jacque!"......it sounded like Ryan! I began to run towards the voice not knowing which way to turn or where to go,in the darkness I tripped and fell into a cold stone wall.....it was hopeless.

????? POV: Perfect she was exactly where I wanted her....Jacque that pathetic angel even thought she could run up against me?.....Well now i've got her weakness....this Ryan boy. She would do anything to save him right?.....for love?......but would she give me her power?......of course.

RYAN'S POV: I banged and banged on our metal prison bars until my palms and knuckles were drenched in blood. "Give it up Ryan." Brendon sighed leaning his head back against the stone wall."Truth is she is probably.....probably" Brendon stuttered. "Probably What!" I yelled anrgily knowing what he was going to say."If you think she is dead I know she's not.....she's out there right now looking for me." I defended knowing Brendon was probably right. I collapsed on my knees as they smacked the cold floor and began to cry.

JACQUE'S POV: I straightened myself up as I thought.....where has giving up ever gotten me? I said to myself queitly. It's gotten me nowhere fast and nowhere good......I kept this as my little cheer as I advanced forward. As I began to pick up my pace into a slow run.I heard a door creak open as a mass of red light shown out in front of me a tall black figure outlined in the red light stepped out as I gave a scream.


Posted on 03/09/2007 11:53 AM Comments (8)

January 26, 2007

Angels in the Arena/Part#32.

                                                                               

RYAN'S POV: The bus came to a sudden stop as Jacque flung forward into me, I caught her as she looked up at me with a smile that looked half forced. She sat up and stepped down from the bed as I followed.

JACQUE'S POV: I let out a scream as I opened Ryan's bedroom door,I was more startled then scared when are skelecton driver sat grinning outside.

I carefully began to manuever around him when he quickly turned and grabbed my arm.I must have jumped two feet in the air! "We need to go." he rasped in a dry voice.

I turned back to see Ryan's expression when I noticied he was'nt there."What did you!.....where is Ryan!" I yelled trying to jerk my arm out of his bony fingers."He is already there, but I won't promise you he is ok at least he might be if you follow orders." he said with a smirk.

I began to follow our driver through the bus as we neared the front exit door, he reached forward as it creeked open. Outside it was completly dark I could'nt see my own nose even if I wanted too.But somehow we were moving along swiftly without any accidents so I went along with somewhat more ease thatn before."Where are we going?" I asked quietly."Why does it matter?" I heard him reply without being able to actually see him. We started to elavate probably over a small hill I figured, it also became lighter but as we got over the hill I saw why.


Posted on 01/26/2007 9:28 AM Comments (11)

November 27, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#31.

RYAN'S POV: I could'nt help myself from being completly caught in the moment.I had her all to myself and at this point to me,we were the only two people in the world.Her eyes were a beautiful hazel that gleamed with love and desire and just enough sadness that she was completely real.

JACQUE'S POV: I had never really taken the time to study him as carefully as I did now,his eyes were amazing! Lke a color I had never seen before,and his smile that I could now tell was honestly from happiness filled my heart with hope.

RYAN'S POV: I wanted to just lean forward and kiss her I knew this was the right time,just like in a fairy tale when they look into each others eyes and everything happens so soon,but it all works in the end.But what would she do? She was actually the first girl I was afraid to kiss,she seemed to proper and perfect for anyone.....anyone including me.

BRENDON's POV: Shantilli and me had since then taken a spot on the couch,I felt terrible about everything that was happening I wanted to blame it all on myself but I knew I had done nothing.I would give everything just for Shantilli to be safe,for Ryan and Jacque to work out,to be home with Spencer and Niava.I wanted to be strong for everyone.......I was Brendon Urie but I had to admit just then as a single tear fell that even strong men cry.

 

 


Posted on 11/27/2006 5:25 PM Comments (17)

November 26, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#30.

JACQUE'S POV: As I pulled the pencil away and read what I had written, the trueness of it all got to me as one last tear plummeted down soaking the neat paper.As it slowly leaked threw the fibers I noticied more writting.I flipped over from the side I had written on to find the other side consummed by more script. I  carefully went over the first sentence which read: If love was a rainbow what color would it be?.....This actually made me want to stop everything and find an answer to such a peculair but meaningful question.I thought for a minute before I reached for the pencil and began to write beneath the question.

If love was a rainbow it would be white, not dark and hopeless like the black of night

Nor would it be pink the fiction heart color,or green which describes envy among another

It could'nt be blue like the color of tears,or red the color of fear among piers

It would be white simple yet pure,white shows true love and that I am sure.

RYAN'S POV: I could tell I was going to be very nervous around Jacque now,but even if she was'nt there in my time of need I was going to be there in hers.

BRENDON'S POV: I looked over as I heard the couch squeak,Ryan had gotten up and was headed down the hall,he had a brave soul and a strong heart to not give up on the ones he loved even if they could not supply him with the love he needed.After his heart being crushed and toppled to the floor,he had picked it up and was willing to give it away even if it was'nt in the best condition it was all he had left.

JACQUE'S POV: I quickly jammed the paper and pencil underneath my pillow and layed down as the door squealed open.It was Ryan,who still in my amazment had pushed a smile onto his face."Hey it's kinda hard to see with the light off." he said laughing a little as he switched it on."Ya." I replied sitting up more attentivly."Look I did'nt mean.....you know anything.....that well." he stuttered as he sat on the bed next to me."I know."I replied quietly looking up into his eyes.

RYAN'S POV: See there she goes looking into my eyes like that and she does'nt love me?.....I could'nt beleive it.....oh well if this is as close to her heart as she'll let me get i'll take it.


Posted on 11/26/2006 2:34 PM Comments (13)

November 20, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#29.

JACQUE'S POV: Tears slowly trickled down my face,as I buried my head in Ryan's bottom bunk pillow.I had so much going on right now I felt my head could explode at any moment.Not only was I drowning in trouble,but I was falling in love,falling in love with someone I could never be with. I gasped in breaths of air to help from crying,I did'nt want Ryan to feel bad like he had made me upset,but I could'nt stop the pain that tore away at my already broken heart.

 RYAN'S POV: How could that have happened?.....I thought see loved me?,from just the way she looked at me,the way she looked into my eyes I was positive,I beleived that she was the one.But maybe I just was'nt the one for her.

BRENDON'S POV: I was pretty dissapointed,but Ryan was the one who was crushed.I mean we are lost there's a freak driving us to hell.....whatever that's suppossed to mean,and she can't even say she loves him,when he needs her the most?

JACQUE's POV:I turned over onto my back,as my head touched the cold pillow soaked from tears.There was absolute silence other than the repeating sound of rain tapping the side of the bus.My eyes wandered around the room,until they stopped on a piece of paper a small wooden pencil set on top.I sat up and reached over,grasping both the items in my hand,I gently laid the white paper across Ryan's bed and began to write:

You make me feel strong when I am weak.

You are the shining light when the sky is bleak.

You are my morning,you are my night, Let's just face it your my whole damn life.

Your the sparkle in my tear as it falls from my eye.

Your my wishing star in the dark night sky.

Your the covers that keep me warm.

Your my protection from the midnight storm.

I smiled as I added one last sentence that I could'nt show,I love you too Ryan Ross but you can never know.


Posted on 11/20/2006 4:14 PM Comments (13)

November 17, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#28

JACQUE'S POV: "That what?" I said with a smile."I love you." he blurted quickly as he looked into my eyes for a response.

RYAN'S POV: She looked shocked and unprepared at the same time.I wanted more than anything to hear I love you too spill from her lips,but she just stood frozen and rigid like a confused animal.

BRENDON'S POV: I would have never guessed the next time Ryan would admit to another girl his love,but as I heard his words flood the room I waited for a response from Jacque but it never came.I looked over to see what was going on but the look on Ryan's face broke my heart.

SHANTILLI'S POV: I had'nt the faintist idea of what was going on until I looked up at Brendon you could see the deepest pain in his eyes I had ever seen,I followed his gaze to see another terribly pained face,this I recognized as the broken hearted face.

JACQUE'S POV: I did'nt know what to do?.....what to say? I loved him more than almost anything in the world,but could I?I was an angel and he was well.....not,he did'nt even know the truth and I could'nt tell him.....I was so confused at this moment I went with my gut instinct which I found out probably was'nt the best idea.

BRENDON'S POV: Jacque quickly lunged from the couch and ran down the hall as I heard a door slam hard trailed by complete silence,Then the faint crying from down the hall ended the scene as ryan buried his head in his hands.


Posted on 11/17/2006 4:18 PM Comments (12)

November 16, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#27

RYAN'S POV:Thoughts of escaping overwhelmed my head,but I knew there was no chance,we could'nt run away we had no idea how to get home,we obviously can't call for help we are way out of the service area.Best to do as our driver said,sit back and wait,there comes a time when giving up is the only option.

JACQUE'S POV: I was so worried,how could this happen to us?.....did'nt God care about me?.....about my friends?.....about our lives?.....why was he not there to protect me when I was scared?.....to wipe away my tears when I cried?.....how did I know he was even listening?

RYAN'S POV:I knew that there was a right time for everything,but sometimes the oppurtunity forces you into something before you are even ready,I wanted to tell Jacque how I felt about her but was this really the right time?But before anything happens to us i want her to know.

JACQUE'S POV: Just as tears began to find there way to the rims of my eyes,I felt someone take my hand.I looked to see Ryan smiling.How could he be smiling at a time like this?.....when everything was falling apart right before his eyes?.....It was amazing how an everyday miracle such as a simple smile could change the way you feel so quickly.I could'nt help but smile with him,when I thought of how he could be so brave when all he wanted to do was hide."Jacque." he said softly taking be from my remaining thoughts."Yes." I replied,he did'nt pick up from my line but instead began to walk away.I followed as he took a seat on the couch.I dropped down next to him,my hand still held tightly in his."I want you to know that.....well." he began nervously as he rubbed the back of his neck with his free hand.

 

Posted on 11/16/2006 9:20 AM Comments (8)

November 14, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#26

RYAN'S POV: I knew for sure now this situation must be a dream,I mean since when can skelecton's drive?I looked over at Brendon who was staring at the skelecton's bony fingers tightley wrapped around the buses steering wheel.

JACQUE'S POV: It was all over we were doomed completly done for,and no I am not exagerating wildly,I was just admiting the truth,and bearing defeat.

SHANTILLI'S POV:Oh my Gosh!,Oh my gosh!,there is a skelecton driving our bus! This is really a living nightmare!

BRENDON'S POV: I was stunned,everyone was thinking something else about our new driver,but Shantilli's thoughts were the most obvious as she huddled behind me like cowardly dog.I knew that any reasurance that I could give her would not be enough to mask our fear,so there was no use trying.

RYAN'S POV: I knew someone had to talk to him?.....her?.....whatever it was,to find out what is going on,I figured if I have already gotten this far why chicken out now.I had to be brave for Jacque,for all of us.I carefully reached forward as the tips of my fingers met the thick white bones of the skelecton's shoulder.

JACQUE'S POV: I could'nt beleive my eyes! Everyone took a step back except for Ryan as the creature slowly turned it's head in Ryan's direction."Uhum....."Ryan began nervously.The skelecton kept it's head at full attention as Ryan started again."So....where exactly are we?.....well our driver.....and....." Ryan stuttered his words too far gone to ever recover."One answer for all your questions! the skelecton explained holding back laughter.....sit back your on the highway to hell!" the skelecton answered as he focased back on the road.Ryan looked around at everyone and then at me.Everyone had taken a piece of my thoughts it seemed they knew we were never going back home.


Posted on 11/14/2006 4:04 PM Comments (14)

November 13, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#25.

RYAN'S POV: "What do you mean were not in Vegas anymore?" I asked as Jacque ran over to the window."No i'm serious." Shantilli replied looking very frightened. I walked over standing behind Shantilli and Jacque who were practically glued to the window their eyes full of complete disbelif.I peered out to see a thick fog hovering over a vast amount of weeping,leafless trees.It was very dark just light enough to see the outlines of the landscape.As we came up a hill I also caught in my view various sized slabs rising from the ground."What are those?" I asked somewhat afraid of recieving and ansewer."They look like.....like....." Jacque began as she squinted her eyes very carefully examining them through the window."Like what?!  Like what?!" Shantilli rushed impatiently."Like tombstones." Brendon said leaning against the window."Yes like tombst.....Wait tombstones!" Shantilli realized taken aback.Jacque looked around at everyone before leaving the window."What's wrong?" I asked following."It's just.....Have you ever wanted to tell someone something,but you don't know if they will beleive you?" she wondered looking straight into my eyes.

SHANTILLI'S POV:"Hey guys i'm going to go ask the bus driver were the hell we are." Brendon said madly as he marched to the front of the bus.I took a seat on the couch and twisted a piece of my hair around my finger nervously.I knew that we were lost but I also knew you can't get lost on the way to Vegas when you have three.....well two now, boys from there.I looked over and saw Ryan and Jacque talking queitly amongst each other.I was'nt dumb I knew something was up.

JACQUE'S POV: "Guys!.....Guys! come here quick!" I heard Brendon shout as we all ran to the front of the bus to see. All of us had different reactions to what was now driving our bus,Shantilli nearly fainted,Brendon was completely shocked,Ryan looked worried,and I knew exactly what was going to happen next.


Posted on 11/13/2006 3:17 PM Comments (16)

November 10, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#24

RYAN'S POV: As I looked at her for some kind of support,her eyes filled with fear which only made me feel worse.I tried to hide my terror but it was impossible,I best admit everyone was terrified and there was nothing we could do.Just then the light on the ceiling of Brendon's room gave a flicker followed by a series of buzzes.Everyone in the room exchanged glances as it continued."We.....we need to get out of here." Brendon informed his voice trembling as the light began spazzing wildly."Come on." I said taking Jacque's hand and pulling her along beside me.When Brendon and Shantilli had gone out I closed the door behind us."We are going to find a hotel tonig....." Brendon began but there was no one in the living room."Spencer.....Niava?" Brendon called loudly but there was no response just the heavy breathing of all four of us huddled together.

BRENDON'S POV:Where could they have gone?.....and what was going on?.....I was beggining to feel very worried,and alone but most of all watched.I quickly spun around and gave directions."Ok we are going to check into a hotel tonight." I said quietly looking around."Does everyone understand?" They all nodded as I took out my cellphone.

JACQUE'S POV: Brendon quickly dialed in some numbers and put the phone up to his ear.We all waited anxiously,I personally could not wait to get out of this bus.He froze and took the cellphone away and held it out so everyone could hear."I am sorry verison does not connect to this area for more information press 2." the phone blurted loudly."No service in Vegas?" Ryan questioned scratching his head."Umm.....guys we are not in Vegas anymore." Shantilli said shakily as she pulled back the curtain.


Posted on 11/10/2006 2:00 PM Comments (13)

Angels in the Arena/Part#23

 

RYAN'S POV: I ran down the hall and threw Brendon's open bedroom door to find Shantilli crying in Brendon's arms."What's wrong now?" I asked sounding a little more sarcastic than I would of hoped.Brendon did'nt move he did'nt even ansewer me he just held onto her as she shook in fear."Ryan something is going on and it's not a game." Brendon said seriously without giving me any eye contact.

JACQUE'S POV: I could'nt take it! I can't just sit here on the floor while Shantilli cries! I need to figure out what's going on! I sat up placing my hand on my face as I tottered down the hall.

RYAN'S POV: I watched Shantilli cry when I noticed blood down her arm,I looked up on the bed and that's when I understood.I carefully walked over towards the bed and saw a dead tauratula smashed into the sheets.It layed in a little puddle of blood but the closer I looked the more I became aware.....on one of the legs was a carefully tied string with a small scroll attached."Hey Brendon I think you should have a look at this." I suggested carefully tugging at the string."Why?! I know it's a damn dead spider Ryan!" he shouted as Jacque entered the room.

JACQUE'S POV: I almost shuddered at the tone of Brendon's voice he sounded so angry,worried,and confused all at the same time."What happened?" I asked noticing Shantilli.Ryan pulled me towards the bed and that's when I saw it."Oh my....."I started but I was to shocked to even finish."You think that's bad have a look at this" Ryan added pointing to a piece of rolled paper tied to one of it's legs.I reached forward to remove the message when I noticied something that made me realize that this was not just a coincidence.The same tatto that had been on Shantilli's kidnapper was shaved into the short fur on the spiders back.

RYAN'S POV: Her eyes got big all the sudden when see had reached for the scroll I looked over to try and see what was wrong but before I could she quickly removed the script and shove it in my hands."Here read it." she said urgentley as I slid of the string and the paper unrolled.I started to read it the message was brief but enough words to terrify.I turned the script towards Jacque as she read the words:

IT'S NOT OVER YET.


Posted on 11/10/2006 12:41 PM Comments (10)

November 9, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#22

SHANTILLI'S POV: I decided it would be best to sleep in so I would'nt have to put up with any daily antics or having to refresh my thoughts of the kidnapping.But as I turned over to continue my sleeping something warm covered my arm as I heard a little crunch beneath me.I sat up and let out a horrified scream as I saw what was under me.

RYAN'S POV: Shantilli's screams and crying filled the hallway as Brendon rushed down to see what was wrong I gently laid Jacque's head off my arm and onto the floor.She smiled up at me she looked even more beautiful than ever before but yet the hurt in her eyes poured out like a waterfall and it was all because of me."I'll be right back." I told her as I backed up towards the hall.She nodded weakly and then put her head back down as I continued on.

JACQUE'S POV: The irratating sting of Niava's hit was begining to feel a little better as I leaned my swelling cheek against the cool lineulium floor.It soothed the pain but only temporarly.


Posted on 11/09/2006 3:56 PM Comments (10)

November 4, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#21.

 BRENDON'S POV:As I closed the book I heard a door open down the hall.Not suprising with all the noise Niava was making."What's going on out here?" Ryan asked as he rubbed his eyes."You that's what's going on!" Niava shouted walking towards him.He backed up a little as she got up in his face."I have so had it with you Ryan!" she yelled pointing a finger in his face."Niava back off." I warned as I stood between her and Ryan."Don't tell me what to do Urie!" she continued as she tried to manuver around me.

JACQUE'S POV: I sat up and noticied the banging must be a problem,as it never ceased.I carefully hung my legs over the side until I found my footing on the bunk ladder.With that I climbed down carefully stepping every bar until my feet touched the floor.I assumed the situation. Probably Ryan and Niava at it again was my first prediction as I opened the bedroom door.As I stepped out a cd case flew and inch from my face,shattering as it hit the back wall.In that instant I figured this was serious and forwarded my pace as I ran down the hall.

RYAN'S POV: Niava began to get more serious,more dangerous,more inhumane as she threw anything in sight.I wondered what could have possesed her when I remembered whose side I had woken upon and then it hit me.But before I could start a conversation with Niava to help explain Jacque rushed into the living room with a worried look upon her face.

BRENDON'S POV: At Jacque's entrance everything went silent as Niava caught Jacque's reflection in the glass of the entertainment center.She quickly dropped the pair of headphones that were next on her flight list and rampaged over towards Jacque.But before Ryan and me could get there it happened."How was that bicth slap bitch!?" Niava blurted as Jacque toppled to the ground.Ryan ran over fast and kneeled over her as he looked up at Niava with the most anger and pain I had ever seen.


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October 28, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#20.

That night I tossed and turned as sweat fell from my pores.I tried to get out but there was no escape.I was back on the road the road that had taken my life.My hands were sweating as I tried to grip the stering wheel but somehow it kept sliding out of my grasp.The turn was coming up I remembered this was the part where I died,I tried to step on the brake but the car kept going.Tears flooded my eyes as the ledge came near and I broke through the guard rail.

RYAN'S POV: I woke up to the sound of crying, and the matress above me was bieng shifted wildly.I got up when I realized Jacque was dreaming."Jacque! Jacque! wake up." I said in a loud whisper as I reached up and shook her gently.She sat up immeaditly as she looked down at me she continued to cry.I climbed up over the edge of her bunk and sat down as I took her in my arms.She cried on my shoulder as I patted her back.When she was down to a soft whimper I pulled her back a little."What's wrong?" I asked softly.She did'nt look into my eyes she just looked  into the distance and denied my question."Jacque you can tell me anything." I informed.At that she looked back at me into my eyes and began to cry again.I pulled her close and layed down never letting go and soon I fell asleep.

THE NEXT MORNING:

BRENDON'S POV: I woke up to Shantilli snuggled up against me,hopefully today would be a better day for her.But as I got up I heard a loud bang in the living room."Damn it what's going on now?!" I said quitely opening the door.I carefully shut it behind me so Shantilli could sleep.I walked into the living room to see Niava banging threw stuff and clashing cabinets and drawers shut."You wanna knock it off people are trying to sleep!" I said losing my temper."Trying to sleep!.....Trying to sleep!" she yelled furiously."Shhhhhh." I blurted as she continued on."Only that little bitch is sleeping with Ryan!" she shouted as she threw a  book across the room."Would you stop!" I affirmed as I picked up the book to discover it was Ryan's lyrics book.I opened it up as I continued to pick up everything else she had thrown.I read the first line written:"If love was a rainbow what color would it be?" I smiled." Wonder if I will be singing this in a concert someday?" I thought to myself.


Posted on 10/28/2006 4:22 PM Comments (14)

Angels in the Arena/Part#19.

JACQUE'S POV: The worst feeling had crept over me and had taken what felt like all the trust I had earned with Ryan and thrown it out the window.I knew I was going to have to hide and lie about many more things now and it made me want to cry,cry because I trusted all my friends but they could'nt trust me,and cry because I loved Ryan and I knew we would never be toghether.

RYAN'S POV: Even though I did'nt know Jacque anymore than anyone else in this bus,I knew she was hiding something and she seemed very tense. I felt  worried about her by the way she had acted just minutes before,the way all the pain in her eyes had gathered when she begged me not to call,the way her body had reacted when I came towards her she was all too perfect but I was afraid for her or for what she was hiding from me.

BRENDON'S POV: I gradually began to feel tired and thought it was best that everyone get some sleep and deal with this tommorow when we arrived in Vegas,I could tell everyone was quite battered and shaken from Shantilli's attempted kidnapping but no one knew more than Shantilli who was speechless."Hey let's all get some sleep and figure this out tommorow." I directed getting up.Ryan nodded,but as I looked over at Jacque she just stood staring out the window like she was'nt even in this world."Um.....Jacque you can take the couch." I offered.She nodded but no eye contact was made."Wait no I don't want her out here alone." Ryan reminded us."She can sleep on my top bunk." Ryan added quickly."That's fine with me.....well see you tommorow." Brendon beckoned before him and Shantilli went off to their room.

RYAN'S POV: "Well.....uh let's go." I said as I began walking down the hall.She looked towards me but did'nt follow."Are you coming?" I asked taking a few steps forward.She studied my eyes carefully before she gave in and followed me to "our" room.I opened the door as it gave a shrill squeak.I held it open as she walked in.Quickly but quietly closing the door I came in and showed her to her bunk,she was bieng so quite it was almost bothersome but I did'nt say anything.Like me she was probably still a little shocked.She climbed up the ladder to her bunk as I layed down in mine and pulled over all the blankets."Can I turn off the light?" I asked making sure she was ready."Yes." she replied almost in a whisper.I reached over and pulled the string of the light as the room went dark."Good night" I said softly but loud enough to hear but there was no reply.


Posted on 10/28/2006 2:27 PM Comments (7)

October 27, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#18.

 SHANTILLI'S POV: I was desperate at this point I knew I was helpless, if only I could trick this guy? But how? My hands were tied and my mouth was stuffed.  I could'nt scream and I could'nt hit there was no way out of this.As we began to advance forward I became more worried and feared for my life.....But as I expected the worse to happen the grip on my arms was gone and a man fell flat on the ground beside me as I let out a terrified yelp.I quickly turned around to see what had happened when I saw Ryan fist extended his sleeve rolled up and a bit of blood lined his knuckles."Oh god Ryan!" I cried as tears poured from my eyes,he quickly came forward and held me in his arms while I shook in fear.Behind us the bus door flew open as Brendon stepped out."What the hell is going on out....." he trailed off as he saw the man laying lifelessly on the ground and my tied arms and running tears."Shantilli what is.....who?....." he began again unable to find his words.

JACQUE'S POV: As I ran down the hall to see what was going on I accepted the same scene Brendon had stumbled upon when he had innocently opened that bus door.Shantilli who was a complete wreck ran over from the defending Ryan and hudled in Brendon's arms as he kissed her head."What happened?" I asked walking towards the motionless figure that had been trying to take Shantilli."I....he...." Shantilli tried to explain but she was in to much shock to try to tell us what had just happened.I bent down and examined the man when I noticied something a tatto that was in the shape of.....

RYAN'S POV: Jacque seemed very tense as I came towards her to inspect Shantilli's kidnapper.She quickly stood up and stood in front of the man to block my view."Is something wrong?" I asked concerened as I tried to peer behind her."No everything is fine." she replied very nervously as she leaned every which way,I could tell she was hiding something but what?

BRENDON'S POV: Shantilli was terrified I had never seen her like this."Someone needs to get the police on the phone!" I shouted as I began to walk Shantilli inside."No!" Jacque yelled as Ryan took out his cellphone.

RYAN'S POV: "What's wrong with you?" I asked becoming very concerned as she snatched the phone out of my hands."Just Ryan please." she whined as she handed it back to me.As she quickly ran inside I hurried in with the others but as I opened the door I heard the squeal of tires as a black herse flew past and dissapered in the night. 


Posted on 10/27/2006 9:56 AM Comments (13)

October 25, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#17.

SHANTILLI'S POV: As I headed back into the living room,someone grabbed my shoulder as I let out a sharp squeal and turned around.I saw the outline of a person.My first instinct was to scream but as I opened my mouth,A large wad of fabric was stuffed in.They took my hands and pulled them behind my back and tied them tightly toghether."Brendon! Brendon help me!" I screamed but nothing came out.Tears began to roll down my cheeks as I began to thrash wildly hoping to buy myself some time."Now listen to me and everything will be ok." the what sounded like a man whispered in my ear.I nodded as they pulled a tighter grip on me.

JACQUE'S POV: Wow Shantilli had been down the hall for like almost ten minutes? That seemed a little odd,something interesting must have happened with Ryan and Niava? I wonder if I should go check on them and Shantilli? Best not to get into this when I had only been here for a few hours seems kinda nosey.

SHANTILLI'S POV: "All right listen to me." the voice instructed tensly."We are going to go out the back door were no one will see us." "And if you struggle...... I will shoot you." the voice added pulling out a gun.More tears began to fall as I felt the cold metal end of the gun against my head.This had all happened so fast I thought to myself as I was pushed towards Brendon's room where the only other exit from the bus was located.One minute I was checking on my friends and the next here I am with a gun to my head.The thought that rushed through my mind despite everything else I feared was "How can I get out of here?" I looked around but it was to dark to see.But before I could even think of a plan I was pushed out into the cold night air.

 


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October 23, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#16.

JACQUE'S POV: The next five minutes or so as Brendon and Spencer cheered and yelled at the current events happening in the race,I could'nt help but stare down the hall and wonder what was going on.As I turned back to watch the game I saw Shantilli had caught my glance towards the hall."Maybe I should go check on them?" she suggested catching my drift."If you think it's ok?" I replied making sure that they would'nt mind the little interagation."It's fine." she replied getting up."Bren come with me to check on Ryan and Niava." she indicated tapping his shoulder his shoulder as she passed."Hold on babe i'm trying to kick Spencer's.....he trailed off as he forgot reality and fell back into the game."Nevermind." Shantilli sighed as she began to walk down the hall.

SHANTILLI'S POV: I did'nt want to be a nuisance like this but the curiousity was killing me.As I turned the corner I stopped and peered through the door which had been left open just enough to see inside.I saw that Niava had fallen asleep and  Ryan had layed next to her and was patting her back as he stared off into space.I smiled as I stared I could'nt take my eyes away.Ryan was so sweet,even though she probably was'nt his favorite on the bus anymore he still cared enough to lay with her until she felt better,which she had fallen asleep,but he was still at her side.Ryan was so quiet but he did'nt need words to express his feelings or love,a simple gesture to show how much you care was enough for him,in my opinion Ryan was the first to really man-up in this band.He was the most responsible and trustworthy,But I loved Brendon so much, someday he will learn what life really is a struggle a fight and a challenge not just a playstation and chips.As I thought of this I had forgotten that I was still spying  quickly I turned and came back down the hall.

RYAN'S POV: Shantilli did'nt know but I had seen her standing looking through the doorway.I wanted to be in with Jacque and my friends but I knew I had to make up for my mistake and stay with Niava until everything was solved.A certain phrase passed through my head:"If love was a rainbow what color would it be?" I did'nt know how this came to mind, or if it was a part of something taking place in my life but before I forgot I would but this in my lyrics book,who knows maybe my life could be a rainbow.


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October 19, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#15

JACQUE'S POV: When I saw Shantilli and Brendon come from down the hall,I knew Ryan and Niava were alone.I hoped everything would be ok but I could'nt help but think this was all my fault,if I never would have came in the first place,Niava would have never been like this.

BRENDON'S POV: I felt really embarressed as I am sure Ryan did,this great girl that he seems to be rather fond of comes onto our bus and the first thing that happens.....Niava throws a fit....wow that's impressive.I kinda wish they would break up,I have never liked Niava that much.But when I met Shantilli it was either Niava too or no Shantilli I had no choice they were friends and well one package.Over the time on tour Ryan and Niava had gotten closer,well what do you expect when your crammed in a bus together,and had grown to like each other,but I think it was time for Ryan to start over,I have even noticied that Shantilli has blown Niava off lately I think it was best for her to go,but no matter what happened I wanted Ryan to be happy.

SPENCER'S POV: I did'nt really want to get invovled in anything,the last time I had tried to get in Brendon and Shantilli's fight......Uh I don't even want to think about it.....there were plates flying.....anything they could find to kill each other was flying,it's amazing how you can be in love but also be worst enemies at the same time,For me well.....girls and dating were'nt on the major priority list.

10 MINUTES LATER:

JACQUE'S POV: Me and Shantilli watched intently from the couch,as Brendon and Spencer played a car racing video game."Eat my dust!" Spencer yelled as his car rammed Brendon's off the road."That was a cheapshot!" Brendon shouted back as he got back on the road.A little red box was in the road as Brendon's car drove threw it and got a power boost."Kiss my tailgate sucker!" Brendon cheered as he passed Spencer.


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October 16, 2006

Angels in the Arena/Part#14.

 SHANTILLI'S POV: But before Brendon could speak,Ryan's figure appeared in the doorway.He slowly walked over and looked down at Niava who's head was burried under her pillow as she drowned in her own tears.I looked up at Ryan as he nodded and got the message."Let's go." I urged Brendon tugging at his arm.He got up and followed me out into the living room,so they could be alone.

RYAN'S POV: I felt so awful as I saw her shaking as she cried and cried,and all over one word I had spoke.But I could'nt help but look at her and think that very word,I felt like she was'nt the same person I had fallen in love with.The sweet,pretty Niava that she used to be.But maybe this was truly her,but she was fake in the run-up to win my heart.I gently placed my hand on her tremulous body hoping to help,but as she looked up and saw me in Shantilli's place it only made her worse.

JACQUE'S POV: I knew that Ryan had made the right chose to comfort her and forgive her,but only one question paced threw my mind"Would she forgive him?"It can be hard when your mad at someone you love,You want to hug them but at the same time you want to hit them,You want to kiss them and you want to kick them,you want to fight them,but you want to forgive them.But forgivness was the key,and the heart was the door needing to be unlocked.

BRENDON'S POV:I hoped Ryan and Niava would get things figured out,but somehow I did'nt think they were right for each other.Ryan was the kindest person out of anyone on this bus.....and Niava well had changed.


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